okay so the thing at the bottom has like a "charter or letter counter" and i was exceeding my limit so i had ot copy and paste..
this is random but just readig the message u wrote me.. i am happy that i have left my old "friend"
i mean i still talk to her and stuff we arent like enemies.. maybe frenemies.. ? haha idk wat we are. but i have made like new friends that are in a larger group of girls so its not just 1 best friedn.. but in the group there is girl just like me who has a lot of talent in the music/acting aspect. haha anyway she is a HUGE fan of TH too so that is really nice.. my old friend hated the fact that i liked them and she likes tom and i like bill so its all good :] haha and she dresses like me and likes like some "rocker/glam" clothing like me just a little briter i guess i dress a little like bill i mean dark color wise and well ya.. not really i would never want to copy anyones style.. because to each their own and a style defines who u r, right? well thats the way i look at it.. ahah sorry i am weird adn so bored. its Christmas eve and nothing excitign is happening.. haha went to Church and my grandma had dinner with us and i had a pizza.. and they had fish stuff. which dont eat and we couldnt well i couldnt ahve meat bc i a vegetarian. haha anyway i have no idea i am so bored and i recently had family over my half sitser and brother and my sister has a 2 kids adn my brother has three kdis and he brought his gf and he is old and has been married and divored like 3 times.. not good.. anyway and then his gf has a child sot there were a million children runing around. ew.
i am writing a lot i am sorry.
so what did u ask for Christmas?
and i just finished reading ur little note. sorry i got a little off topic here.. about my tattoo..
I AM GETTING IT HOPEFULLY ON TUESDAY!! 12/29!!!
AHHHHHH SO EXCITED!!
it will say
because my horses name is that Grand Jete and she was born in germany
i miss summer so much its not funny :[... we are just coming up on the half way mark of the year of school :[ it sucks. it doesnt seem like summer was that long ago.. but then again it seems like it was centuries ago.. i cant wait till i am older and i have a job.. i can have any dog i want, dress like i want, and live where ever i want :] i know it will be hard but oh well
ur job at a camp sounds fun! especially if you are a life guard for like somewhat older kids.. i dont really like kids so the little ones arent my thing.. lk from birth- 6 years old they are a pain in the a**. AH
that is one thing i dont want in life.. idk if i evern want to get married.. but that is besides the point.. have u thought about ur future.. truthfully i am kinda scared for my future.. oh well again.. off point
did u see WBMW??? AMAZING! i love the way they incorperated videos that were "behind the wall that we dont see in their life" i wish that for like a month they wouldnt have to be famous so they could see what it was really like just to be normal for once.. its just an idea but something that wont ever happen.. i guess they just chose this life style.. :] i am happy they did otherwise their amazing music would have never been made :] if u did see the WBMW what did u think? i also thought bill/tom dog was so cute! i love dogs.. especially big dogs.. i have two small dogs and they are so boring! do u have dogs?
i havent been on that much either.. haha i feel like i am missing out.. i really miss the summer :( .. school sucks. i am having changes in friends too .. u know lk i had one really good friend and now i am making all new ones. i am happy that you had a fun time in swimming.. i am proud of you for making a new PR.
i am so happy to see the new video for world behind my wall :]
i really love the german songs bc lk to me they are so unique and just sound really cool and it is also nice bc it is so natural for bill to sing
i know what you mean about "world outside my Bubble"
boarding school has kinda passed... things are getting better with my family .. which is good. i convinced my parents to let me get a double piercing and i am getting a tattoo :)) i am soo excited
omg it has been a while.. vball is over at the end of this week! i am so happy..
so much has happened
i wont be doing vball anymore
r u happy swimming is going to be over? thats nice about having more friends :)
i love world behing my wall it made me cry the first time i heard it. and have u heard in your shadow i can shine?
i love that one
and all of them are good! i love hunde on the german album
okay well lets see.
haha i might go to boarding school--- maybe
and um i am having lk nonstop arguments with my mom :[ we just lk dont get along at all. it sucks lk we see everything differently
and um idk i am a lot sadder this year. i am not liking the school i am at.. the friend who i was really close to is really just a stuck up b****
and the other girls at my barn. r stil my close friends. i have become really close to one of them and two of them live farther away so i dont really see them too much and then the other one is just plain weird. idk i mean this doesnt hv anything to do with her character or lk me liking her as a friend.. but she smells,. and not good bad. and she is always complaning adn biting her nails and is lk "i have made such good friends this year and i am doing so much wiht them" blah blah blah.. lk me and my firend just dont really care what goes on in her outside life.. it really bugs me and she is so insecure.. lk we were all going to mayb go see a movei this weekend and she is lk "I CALL INSIDE" so she wont be on the outside in teh movie theater. she is just so annoying i know i sound really mean but w/e
and well idk
with the arguments with my mom and vball i really hate it adn i havent been able to ride a lot and some other things in my life r just f*cked up and i am now seeing a theripst/sicotrist or w.e i am sorry i cant spell for my life and i think i hv to start taking an anti-depressent.. its really bad.. but how is ur life?
omg haha i have no idea why everything sucks.. but it sucks. lol :) i have till the end of october till vball is over.. it is lk legit killing me x( i am soo looking forward to the new albums!!! i am going to drive and get the albums when they come out on oct 6!! but i already pre ordered the german deluxe one lol.. it took me a few mins to figure it out on the german website lol.. haha now about the veggie thing, when ppl ask if i want lk meat or something.. it doesnt appeal to me.. its weird lol.
haha ya i am a vegie now.. i have been for prob lk 3 months mayb... and now meat doesnt even lk appeal ot me anymore.. weird.. lol thats fine about the late response :) i am so exicted for humanoid! i already pre ordered both german and english lol... i have been alright. arguments with parents and vball and suckish school and hardly any riding my horse :( right now, life sucks... wat about u?
ya it is late.. but then they get out really late.. which sucks.. ya it is nice ot get a workout. hvnt been to healthy this summer. but i did decide to go vegiterian wiht my family.. but my family already quite lol.. but they still make veggie meals for me :) i lk it and i dont miss meat or anythign which is nice.. i lk swimming.. but more of the fun swimming with friends. i used ot do swim team at lk the pool club i belonged too. and it wasnt that bad thne i did diving and i hated that!
OMG ur sooo LUCKY! my friend doesnt start till sep 12!!! its crazy i hate it.. but we get a lot of days of bc we are Catholic and private :) u will be fine in swimming!! i am totally sore from vball already.. there are so many muscles i use for that sport that i dont use normally!
i havent been doin much either..
hanging with friends
listing to music
and vball started this week
school starts the 26 for me :( i hate school when do u start.. dont worry i hv been pretty lazy too :) vball is really hard.. i am falling asleep when i am waitin in line.lol
i bet that they arent in LA anymore.. i wander if they will be making an appearance at VMA?!?! i really want to see them more :) i havent heard anything more about Tom and Chantelle either, i mean lk if they would be a couple. i dont really know her so she might b supper nice and might b a good girl for tom,,, but i would rather not those too.. agian i get a bad vibe..
haha that is a cool dream :) who won in swimming?? haha
yeah i kinda figured that u meant that. lolz.
cool!! my older sister plays the trombone. shes in the marching band too but shes only going into the 8th grade. and im going into the 7th, and when ur in 6th grade they wont let u try out for marching band. >:(....ppl can be mean.
lolz. i dnt really like football either. unless u count like professonal football........GO COWBOYS!!!!!!!! lolz.
know rite!! my friend can play the piano. -_- im jealous of her sometimes. lolz. i wish i cud play piano and guitar. those are cool instruments!!!!
yeah. im really into rock music too
and techno and stuff like that
ummm yeah i play one
it isnt like a cool one like the guitar or drums
but i can play the saxophone
a little nerdy but its ok
its actually kinda cool in its own nerdy way
but im thinking about taking lessons for the guitar
or just having my uncle teach me
i really wanna know how to play guitar and piano