A long time ago… you never come here. This is so sad. What's new ? Life goes fast. I finished my studies… I am now a Graphic Designer… This is weird for me. I can't believe I am an adult… I'm 23 years old, like you, and I plan to get a house, a dog… this seems unreal. What I know is that even if I get them only in 5 years, 5 years will go fast. More I get old, more time goes fast and more I understand what you want to say when you tell us to live every second of our life. =S I think I have nothing else to say. I dream to meet you again and I wait for my prince, so… Come to see me ! ^.^ ahah
Life is hard Bill. =( But you already know this. How people can tell me who I should love ? I'm sure even you, you would say to be I can't love you because I don't know you. This is just sad. Love doesn't need a reason, Love is there, that's it. We feel it or not. And I feel it for you. I don't even remember the messages I wrote here a long time ago. But I changed... not that much, but I get older I think. But I'm here writing again. <3
Bill... I miss you. >.<' Yeahhh... I know you don't know me, but I miss you because you do not appear in my dreams as often as I would like you to do. XD Please ! Come in my dreams ! é_è Because even if I think about you, it never looks as real as a dream. U.U
We'll have a big Tokio Hotel meeting in Quebec on april 16th. I'm very excited about this... I hope you will realize that we love you here and even if our number is lower than in Mexico, you would have a great moment with us. I want to sing with you again, I want to see your smile for real, your eyes shining. I miss this.
But what I want the most is... A hug ! O.O I this if you give me a hug, I will stick to you and never let you go. >.<'
You know... love is something that we can't control. Even if you say "You don't know me, you can't love me." I think it's false... I think I can love you only because of what I saw in your eyes. I think I know you better than I know all my friends. I listen to your songs and try to understand everything you say. Everything you think is important for me... I remember each of the opinion you give. You learned to me how to live Bill... You just created a new me... this is incredible. I want to thank you for everything... just to be yourself and live your dreams. You inspired me so much. i don't recognize myself. And it is a good thing. =) ... The only thing I miss, now, is my soulmate, and... I would be very happy if you were. =D <3<3<3 *HUG*
And... Thank you for the show in Mexico. ^_^ it wasn't like I was expecting, but not because of you... only because of the fans... I'm one of the girls who leaved the crowd on the front row because I wasn't breating. I must say that I am a bit traumatised... I know I want to see another show, but now I worry. I am afraid. Next time, I would like to realize a bit more that you are in front of me and this is not only a dream... or a nightmare. To have you in the same huge room as me, but being so far from you was maybe a nightmare... I really don't know. I can't descride how I felt during this show. I don't know if I am happy... I want more than this. This is never enought... I don't even realize you were there too... You were singng, and I was crying, and... I don't know... I know you gave everything. You were perfect. I just hate what happened to me and my friends. It was my first show as a fan... I imagined... some things I can't say, because I feel stupid, but I never imagined that something would make me leave the crowd ! Never ! I wanted to stay Bill... But I wasn't breating... I was afraid to die... And this is true... I would never leave the third row for a stupid reason. It was my dream... I live a big deception and all I would like now is to live another concert, like in my dreams and say : « Now I am the happiest girl in the world. » So... Hug me ? é_è ... Sorry, I needed to say it. And I love you. I don't know how I love you, but I know I love you. <3
You were amazing Bill...I can't explain how I feel...but...I'm really proud of you..when you left the stage in Mexico City I was there, and I was "OMG this guy is my hero!"
The fans were crazy of course but the show was perfect...your smile...I was in front of you and your smile was so beautiful!
In your shadow <3 awwww I f****** love this song and I cried again haha!
Thanks for the concert and come to Canada soon!
Take care liebe! I love you xxx
THX for the concert on Brazil... it was really amazing...more than that!!
I hope u enjoy Brazil and of course your Brazilian fans!! The concert was great -again -
And ... Please come back to Brazil to another concert... !!