AAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAH! there is so much going on. I think I might explode. I am still a little off with my friends, but we are on better terms now. I still need to find FOUR more dresses for the pageant I am in. I am still keeping up my music and today is Hippie Day at school so I dressed more boho rather than hippie. Anyways, there has been so much stress. To much to think about, to much to do, in so very little time. I just wish I could escape or someone would take me away to Europe or something. Okay now I am a little bit calmer. Sometimes I just want to break down crying, but I know I can't do that. I just want to scream from the top of the world! AAAAAAAAH! RETTE MICH!