Sometimes, it just happens; you cant expect everyone to be nice people. But it truly tears my to pieces when its someone you really care for... Someone you truly cared for.. Its so hard to stay happy when rubbishy things like this happen. I know I'm not perfect, but I don't think I'm a bad person; not a terrible person.. I know worse people. So how come all the bad things happen to me? I don't mean that in a self involved everyone feel sorry for me sort of way, I mean it in a frustrated angry way. I'm not a frustrated angry person.. and its not like I live in poverty, or I'm mistreated or anything.. sometimes I just feel like everyone would be a whole lot happier without me here.