the nights finds me bored and lackluster as of late
a change from the nights of random adventures and surprises
i laze about like bump on a log, mulling over my boredom and what to do with myself
coming up with nothing is the norm
occasionally entertainment will work its way into my life by way of chance, but never a comparrison to the way things were before
the monotony of the daily routine i've inadvertantly fallen into drives me slowly but surely into a deeper state of madness then previously thought possible
even now, the seriousness of this simple blog posting is vaguely disturbing
moreso than anything is a nagging loneliness and urge to search for something or someone that may or may not exist
without a face
without a name
without a location
no starting point
as i fall deeper and deeper into insanity, i have to ask:
Who are you?
What is your name?
Where are you?
When will we find each other?
How long do I have to wait?