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Why is it that I’m always the one getting my heart broken? What am I doing wrong? I fall in love with someone, and they break my heart and leave me! Most of the time, I get cheated on! What the f*** am I doing wrong here?? My last boyfriend cheated on me with whom I thought was my best friend, and after I broke up with him, I lose most of my friends while he gains their friendship! What the f***! I thought it was MY decision to end it; not theirs! My heart gets used, abused and broken all the time and I’m tired of it! For once I want to be loved, and respected. I’m done with all the pain and heartbreak! I don’t want to cry myself to sleep anymore! It hurts to smile because I know that it’s only hiding the pain that rips my soul apart. I’m ready for those smiles to be real now. I want to be happy again. Everyone says that I don’t need a man to make me happy. Well they’re wrong. I need that companionship and love! I need to know that someone actually gives a damn about me! I want to be able to come home to loving arms and kisses! I don’t want to spend every waking hour alone. I want to wake up every morning to see his face who ever he may be. I don’t want to be alone anymore. I don’t want to suffer any longer. I need someone to put the pieces back together and to never break my heart, because God knows I’ve endured enough. I need someone to be there for me and to never leave or cheat on me! Tokio Hotel is like the hot glue that temporarily holds me together, but there’s still that one man who might be willing to be the cement that will forever hold the pieces together. Without that unconditional love that I so very badly need, I cannot even stand anymore.