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Why is it that I’m always the one getting my heart broken? What am I doing wrong? I fall in love with someone, and they break my heart and leave me! Most of the time, I get cheated on! What the f*** am I doing wrong here?? My last boyfriend cheated on me with whom I thought was my best friend, and after I broke up with him, I lose most of my friends while he gains their friendship! What the f***! I thought it was MY decision to end it; not theirs! My heart gets used, abused and broken all the time and I’m tired of it! For once I want to be loved, and respected. I’m done with all the pain and heartbreak! I don’t want to cry myself to sleep anymore! It hurts to smile because I know that it’s only hiding the pain that rips my soul apart. I’m ready for those smiles to be real now. I want to be happy again. Everyone says that I don’t need a man to make me happy. Well they’re wrong. I need that companionship and love! I need to know that someone actually gives a damn about me! I want to be able to come home to loving arms and kisses! I don’t want to spend every waking hour alone. I want to wake up every morning to see his face who ever he may be. I don’t want to be alone anymore. I don’t want to suffer any longer. I need someone to put the pieces back together and to never break my heart, because God knows I’ve endured enough. I need someone to be there for me and to never leave or cheat on me! Tokio Hotel is like the hot glue that temporarily holds me together, but there’s still that one man who might be willing to be the cement that will forever hold the pieces together. Without that unconditional love that I so very badly need, I cannot even stand anymore.

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Comment by Jonathan Vermeire on November 17, 2011 at 9:42am

I do hear your cry for help and I'm disapointed that no one has stepped up and talked to you yet.

I've had my fair share of bad relationships in the past aswell but I did find the key to the right relationship. What went wrong was I wasn't looking for the right qualities. Not that my standards were to high but I failed to take the time to recognise a genuine heart. Don't fall in love to fast, take the time to study your potential life friend, see how much he values you, how he accepts your flaws and loves you for who you are and sees the potential of who you will be without trying to change you.

We all make some bad choices in life, all we can do is learn from them and always become a better person.

Good luck!

Comment by USkipper on November 16, 2011 at 2:47pm

Good relationships are not easy, no matter your age.

The demographics, or population statistics, about relationships and
marriage are pretty dismal. Divorce rates are high.

One important reason that a relationship breaks is because of
frustrated expectations.

Your ex probably had unrealistic, maybe even childish, expectations
of what the relationship should be like.

Try to not blame yourself too much, everybody makes mistakes.


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