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G.ave M.e H.ope

when i first joined ctc, i came across the site entirely by chance

i was going through a pretty rough patch - out of work and utterly depressed

not long after, i was betrayed by some people i thought of as family - abandoned in another state with no money and my dreams of starting my life anew utterly shattered

thanks to the wonderful people i met on ctc, i was able to pull through it and gain a far more optimistic look at my future and continue to smile

Cherrytree Records, you… Continue

Added by Zerღ Lღve on May 21, 2010 at 6:52pm — 2 Comments

A gift for all of those who've made the Chat so great

http://i138.photobucket.com/albums/q270/Hisame_Kurai/lovebindsustogether.jpg



Though distance spereates us, our love of music binds us together



I love all of you so much and thank you for making my nights a lot more bearable



thank you so much for being my friends



I know at times I probably get bitchy



So thank you so much for putting up with me



Here's to more fun times in the chat everyone



Love you guys



Zero… Continue

Added by Zerღ Lღve on August 3, 2009 at 8:08pm — 1 Comment

Falling Down Down Down Down Down Down

Okay



I have never done the fan thing



Ever



Anyone who knows me knows this to be true



However, yesterday has started what maybe the first true fandom for me because of an act of kindness on the part of an artist



Yesterday was playing out to be another boring evening



Space Cowboy was spinning in Seattle and I, being poor, couldnt afford the cover and henceforth, couldnt go



So I climb into my PJ's and get on Twitter where… Continue

Added by Zerღ Lღve on August 1, 2009 at 2:13am — 6 Comments

Surfin' Bird

Wow

I have been away for AGES

Oh wells

I'm in such a good mood I just had to share!

A friend of mine is getting a tattoo I designed done soon

It is such a turning point for me as an artist

I cannot wait or express my excitement

^ ^

Added by Zerღ Lღve on July 29, 2009 at 12:38am — No Comments

I am broken when I'm lonesome

I am experiencing a huge onslaught of bitterness



The gates of which were, once again, opened by my obtuse to the emotions of others roommate



She had the audacity to bring up my ex...the one who forgot about me due to a brain injury, the one whom I never had true closure with



Yeah...that one



And then she doesnt come home because she's spending the night with her boyfriend again



The one she's always gushing about around me, knowing full well… Continue

Added by Zerღ Lღve on July 18, 2009 at 9:59pm — No Comments

Just Like a Tattoo - I'll always love you

Got my first tattoo today

Sure it needs a few minor corrections, but the meaning behind it hasnt changed

I have forever etched in bloody ink across my wrist exactly what you mean to me

I love you little sister

You saved me once, and there arent enough words to express my gratitude

I love you my demonic little angel

My first granted wish

http://i138.photobucket.com/albums/q270/Hisame_Kurai/1397.jpg

Added by Zerღ Lღve on July 14, 2009 at 12:01am — No Comments

Flesh and bone on the telephone

I am putting this out into the universe for all to hear



I want the opening at the Alderwood Mall Hot Topic - I want and need that job



I want a loving boyfriend - I'm sick of dating losers who hurt me



I want my friend's luck to change - they're too wonderful to have to deal with this crap



And I want to move out of this house - I love my family, but I need to live in my own place again



And I would like all of this to occur before the end of… Continue

Added by Zerღ Lღve on July 12, 2009 at 12:06am — No Comments

I'll eat you up

Why does everyone keep insisting that I'm pretty and any guy would love to date me when I'm 22 and never have been on a date?

Ever?

Added by Zerღ Lღve on July 9, 2009 at 1:59am — No Comments

F*** OFF

meddling with my myspace and twitter

taking my phone

interfering in things that dont concern you

F*** OFF ALL OF YOU!

Added by Zerღ Lღve on July 7, 2009 at 5:29pm — No Comments

Why Does Love Always Feel Like a Battlefireld?

Sighs

I hate how weak I am

Even though I KNOW nothing will become of it

I still insist on trying

With someone I have no chance with

At ALL

Guhhhhh

Added by Zerღ Lღve on July 7, 2009 at 12:22am — No Comments

Skull Candy

So, yesterday (I say that in the sense that its 12:43 am and now officially the 6th) was my birthday



And the weekend, while having vaguely heinous note, wasnt all that terrible



I lost my job, yes

That was horrible

But I got to spend a pleasant weekend with my friends



HOWEVER

Yesterday the s*** hit the fan, and I admit that I'm entirely to blame



Due to the fact of my special special memory span, I forgot to ask the family if it was okay… Continue

Added by Zerღ Lღve on July 6, 2009 at 12:54am — No Comments

I wanna get over you...

So, I've been 22 all of an hour and a half, and I cant say that I'm entering this new year of my existence happily



I had my heart broken by someone I havent even met



Which in and of itself sounds so ridiculously stupid I can hardly believe it myself



So, now an hour and a half into my 22 year on this earth, I denounce love



If the way my last relationship ended was any indicator, I'm making a wise decision



When your now ex is involved in a… Continue

Added by Zerღ Lღve on July 5, 2009 at 1:42am — No Comments

Let me tell you something you dont know...

Okay, I'm going into my 22 year with a definite bang



But its not a good one in all truth



Three days before my birthday, I'm pulled aside by my employer and am told that my contract was being terminated effective immediately

That I had to return my badge

That I couldnt log in to my computer and fill out my timesheet

That I was to be escorted from the premisis immediately



Yeah...nice huh?



Ohhhhh, it gets better



The same day, I… Continue

Added by Zerღ Lღve on July 4, 2009 at 2:46am — No Comments

Like a rubber cockroach in a - striptease

SO, I got my new phone and I'm totally diggin' it



I got to spend time with my friend for the first time in almost a MONTH



Which was awesome



But...then things took a downturn



Directly after dinner of Korean BBQ, and having things go bad after a meal like THAT should be impossible!



But, regardless of the laws of cannon, things DID take a turn for the worse



I fell in love - almost instantaneously with a pair of lonely blue eyes… Continue

Added by Zerღ Lღve on June 29, 2009 at 12:10am — No Comments

More Human Than Human

SO, guess what came today?

MY FREAKING PAYCHECK!!!!

AHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAAA!!!

I'm getting my new cell tomorrow - soooooooooooo excited

I cant wait!

Heeheehee!

Added by Zerღ Lღve on June 28, 2009 at 1:30am — No Comments

Somebody call 9-1-1!

SO - today I went and saw my friend Natalie



It was our first time meeting IRL and we were both super stoked



HOWEVER!!!



Due to the fact that she's trying to move, we only got about an hour before I needed to jet



So now I'm at home alone again - freaking out about how my paycheck STILL isnt here



At least there's Saki to keep me company (love you sweet thang ^ ^ you make the long nights tolerable - glad to have you as a friend)



And… Continue

Added by Zerღ Lღve on June 27, 2009 at 12:01am — No Comments

Too much candy gonna rot your soul

So today was pretty slow



It picked up when I went out after work and saw The Hangover (I'm planning to go again too)



Then things slid back down when I came home and my mother bombarded me about my finances and her two cents on the matter



She has some valid points, but right now, I'm mostly concerned about getting the hell outta here



Then my roomy comes back and even after saying my piece, she still hasnt spent a lick of time with me



Nothing… Continue

Added by Zerღ Lღve on June 25, 2009 at 1:15am — No Comments

Lollipop

Today was particularly boring to say the least



The devkits needed propping for the new build (which was broken) and had to be repropped



For those of you not familiar with computer jargon, it simply means that things werent working for 4+ hours so I got little to no work done



And afterwards I return home to find that once again, my roommate isnt home, and still is as opaque as ever to how annoyed her insensitivity has left me



She "says" she'll be back… Continue

Added by Zerღ Lღve on June 24, 2009 at 12:46am — No Comments

Love Today

Okay



So, here's the scoop



I had a huge crush on one of my co-workers at my former job



But, being extremely shy and mesmerized by him, I never said anything about it and when I left that place, never thought I would see him again



Last week proved me wrong however and while out with a friend, passing by the store for old times sake, I saw him again



And the old feelings came back, but at least this time I managed to talk with… Continue

Added by Zerღ Lღve on June 20, 2009 at 5:20pm — No Comments

i go crazy

the nights finds me bored and lackluster as of late



a change from the nights of random adventures and surprises



i laze about like bump on a log, mulling over my boredom and what to do with myself



coming up with nothing is the norm



occasionally entertainment will work its way into my life by way of chance, but never a comparrison to the way things were before



the monotony of the daily routine i've inadvertantly fallen into drives me slowly… Continue

Added by Zerღ Lღve on June 18, 2009 at 1:25am — No Comments

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