I ruined the world on September 1st, 1995. Since then people have been scared of the monster I am. I am lost in wonderland with the love of my life, Foster Griffith. He is my everything and more, he is most important in my life. Along with my friends. Music and writing bring me out of my nightmare. Cinema Bizarre, VE, BVB, Get Scared, ABR, Marilyn Manson, BMTH, Lady GaGa, Kerli, and I See Stars are my favorite bands. I have f***** up almost everything in my life; so do yourself a favor, and f*** off. I do not do well with people, mainly because I practically hate everyone. I love food, I am tiny as hell. I am mostly German, but I do have some other s*** in me. I dye my hair constantly, someday it will fall out. I am a complete nerd. Plus, I am a major tomboy.